Update! Hello All!

Well I know i havent posted in a while So sorry! but i did want to catch you up on my WLJ i am now 287lbs so losing slowly! I just started a 14 week weight lose challenge on youtube called get lean by halloween and i am reaching for a goal of 250's I plan to do more working out! and watching my calories of course I think imma try the slim fast program. Im really wanting to get this weight off! please feel free to join me on youtube and join in the challenge! I am Floridagirl1984 Thanks!

*~*~*~*~Help~*~*~*~*

So i have been stuck between 295 aand 290. Im getting very discouraged!! some one help me get past this platue please. and tip or advice would be great!!! and on top of that i had to go to the ER cuz my leg was killy me dr said it sound like i pulled my muscel band in my leg and wants me to not do any working out for a couple days well today i feel much better i can walk and not scream LOL i dunno if its the pain meds working or if its actuly going away either or thank god cuz thats some horrible pain!

Another day in Fatville!

Hello bloggers well another day in fatville. So i have been trying very hard to to limit my sugar intake i was doing pretty good. I did have a few laffy taffys. When its there its just hard not to wanna just grab a peice and eat it! Not to mention when you live in a household that ALWAYS has junk food and candy and ice cream around it gets very frustrating. It makes things very difficult. So i feel so alone when it comes to this journey. Feel like theres no support for me. It would be to easy to just say fuck it! But thats not what i want! This is my body and i dont want it the way it is! It can get very depressing and somedays i just wanna cry. so i have no choice but to just brush it aside if i want to acheive the goal i want. i refuse to give up this time. no matter how hard or how miserable i get. Im am determined! to loose this 100lbs in a year! well its 9months now i have till january 2012. Can i do? will i do?  YESSSSSSSSSSS IM GOING GONNA DO THIS!

*~*~Intro Of Me~*~*

Hello, Im Amanda and Welcome to my spot! I am a 27yr old female looking to lose 100lbs. I am currently 290lbs. My starting weight was 316lbs.(my all time high) Im just ready to feel like myself in my own skin. I wanna be the image I see of myself. I wanna be healthy and strong and look beautiful on the outside. I have always struggled with my weight and for many years i have learned to deal with it and just accept it. But in the end im still unhappy with who i am. I want this struggle to be over. I want no more weight loss revolutions. I wanna be me!